I’m Tired

I’m tired of walking on eggshells

I’m tired of tiptoeing around you

I’m tired of constantly feeling like I’m snapping

I’m tired of feeling like I’m being forced to be quiet in my own apartment

I’m tired of you eavesdropping to use what we say against

I’m tired of how loud it can get extremely LOUD in your apartment and how uncomfortable it makes us in ours

I’m tired of how eerily quiet you can get, trying to make us think you’re not home (even though you are)

I’m tired of how you can go from one extreme to the next in an instant

I’m tired of how you’re trying to control the situation

I’m tired of you trying to make me feel like I’m crazy

I wish you would stop, but I know you won’t

I know I can’t talk to you because I know you’ll use everything I say against me

I’m tired of you draining my energy

I’m tired of you causing restless nights

I’m tired of the rifts that you have caused

I’m tired of the damage that you inflicted

I’m tired