Your Obsession

You’re obsession seems to be growing and it confounding

Your behaviour over the last few weeks has changed. And not necessarily for the better.

Since I put my foot down and used my voice to tell the world what you’re doing, I’ve watched as you doubled down.

I am very well aware you don’t like being told no.

I am very well aware that you don’t like having your control taken away.

I am very well aware that what I did is perceived as a threat.

I have no in retaliation for you’ve done. I have seen the opposite from you. I’ve seen you double down on your ‘dog whistle’. I’ve seen you ‘change it up’ so as to try to take me off guard. I’ve seen you try to pull out some ‘new plays’ from your playbook, when in reality it’s just an old play with some minor changes. I’ve seen how you appear to have become more obsessed with knowing what I’m up to, with the amount of time for eavesdropping increasing.

I should not have to be constantly on guard against you.

This is the only way I can think of to vent. I shouldn’t have to stop myself from talking out loud to others about how to handle things because of you eavesdropping on me. You should not have the ability to try to strip me of my voice while I’m trying to reclaim it.