A Closed Window

It’s supposed to keep cold air out during the winter

And keep cold air in during the summer

Until it becomes a trigger

A reminder of what someone else did to put you ‘in your place’

Just because I had the nerve to speak up and a wolf in sheep’s clothing was exposed

So he slammed the hammer down as hard as he could and made sure I was the one punished in the most covert way possible

Because who would believe the crazy lady going on and on about being abused through an HVAC system?

No physical proof

It’s just psychological

No big deal, right?

Until the heat gets turned on and it becomes an unexpected trigger because it feels like your suffocating

The scars may be invisible but they’re still there

And you can doubt my experience as much as you want

But it’s not going to take away the reality of what I went through behind closed doors at the hands of a skilled con man

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