So This Is Christmas

But it still doesn’t feel like Christmas

We have a tree

It’s decorated

We have (a few) Christmas related items on display

We’ve gone to multiple Christmas related events

Presents are currently waiting for Santa to put them under the tree

We’ve been listening to Christmas music for almost a month

We have an advent calendar going

But it still doesn’t feel like Christmas

At least to me

Between an expensive car repair and multiple rounds of illness

Tossed in with no village and sheer exhaustion

The fumes ran out a LONG time ago

And every day is a fight to put my mental health back on track

This year may be better than the past few Christmas’

But if the spirit isn’t there

No matter how hard it’s fought just to get it to surface…

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