But it still doesn’t feel like Christmas
We have a tree
It’s decorated
We have (a few) Christmas related items on display
We’ve gone to multiple Christmas related events
Presents are currently waiting for Santa to put them under the tree
We’ve been listening to Christmas music for almost a month
We have an advent calendar going
But it still doesn’t feel like Christmas
At least to me
Between an expensive car repair and multiple rounds of illness
Tossed in with no village and sheer exhaustion
The fumes ran out a LONG time ago
And every day is a fight to put my mental health back on track
This year may be better than the past few Christmas’
But if the spirit isn’t there
No matter how hard it’s fought just to get it to surface…