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You’re a Coward

I know it You know it But you’re trying to make it look like you’re not You’re insisting on using underhanded tricks to get your way You keep playing sick little games behind closed doors, where no one can see them You know how to control to narrative You know how to control your angryContinue reading “You’re a Coward”

The Mental Strain

Overwhelmed Overstimulated Under supported Today, it was definitely a trip The past 18 months have been difficult. There are good days. There are bad days. Today was definitely one of the bad ones. You started flexing your control early today. It set the tone for tbe rest of the day. Then life happened. It onlyContinue reading “The Mental Strain”

The Arrogance

This whole situation is horrible The way that you’ve treated us as nothing more than a piece of garbage. And without any guilt. The arrogance you exude is horrendus Words cannot even begin to describe how how horrible the arrogance is How you’re convinced you’re untouchable I may not have to ability to take youContinue reading “The Arrogance”

The Harassment

You have been harassing me for over a year The only thing I asked was for you to stop fiddling with the AC, give it a break But you took offense to that You didn’t like that someone figured you out, asked you to stop So you came after me And you didn’t stop TheContinue reading “The Harassment”

I Won’t Back Down

You have your flying monkeys wrapped around your little finger I see right through the response she gave me regarding your harassment I have no idea what you’re holding over her head But, at this point, I don’t care I’m still getting out The universe is still watching Karma is waiting I refuse to backContinue reading “I Won’t Back Down”

I’m Not Done

You’ve been trying to make me feel like I’m going crazy. Insane. Like I’m imagining things. The longer this goes, the harder you try. I’ve been putting my foot down. You may not like it, but I don’t care. This stops. Whether you like it or not. I will keep repeating myself. I will keepContinue reading “I’m Not Done”

When You’re Gone…

There’s a difference There’s a definite difference You went away Friday night. You stayed away until this afternoon The difference was heavenly The quiet The peacefulness The breathing room The solitude The atmosphere There’s a shift… There’s a definite difference when you’re gone

The Great Big World

‘On an evening such as thisIt’s hard to tell if I existIf I pack the car and leave this townWho’ll notice that I’m not around’ ~ Barenaked Ladies, Pinch Me There have been many days (more often than not), where I’m convinced the world doesn’t even know I exist. They may see me, but theyContinue reading “The Great Big World”

The Road Ahead

The healing process has begun It’s going to be a long road It’s going to be a hard road It’s going to be a lonely road Small steps now We may not be out of your hair yet, but you’re making every attempt to impede that recovery Healing will happen, whether you want it toContinue reading “The Road Ahead”

The Invisible Scar

I don’t have any scars You made it a point not to leave any You came after me for simply telling the truth Any scars I bare are invisible But they’re still there You have absolutely no right to treat me or my son like yesterday’s garbage I will still speak the truth about youContinue reading “The Invisible Scar”