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Dreams

They say your dreams are an extension of your daily life, making it’s way into your subconscious at night. A way to make sense of things. Last night, I had a dream. It was a weird one (which isn’t unusual). The topic wasn’t an unusual one, either, as it’s kinda a recurring dream. The scenarioContinue reading “Dreams”

So I Wait

Over the course of a year and a half, I watched There was something odd that was happening not long after I moved into the building, so I watched I had trouble believing what my instincts were telling me, so I waited I began suspecting you knew I may be catching on, so I waitedContinue reading “So I Wait”

Only if Someone will Believe Me

I can express how your negative behavior is affecting me, but I’m not believed I can express how you’ve been weaponizing EVERYTHING, but I’m not believed I can express how you’re mentally and psychologically abusing me behind closed doors, but I’m not believed I can express how your behavior has placed a brain fog onContinue reading “Only if Someone will Believe Me”

But I’m Not Allowed To

I want to be able to tell you how your behavior is negatively affecting me, but I’m not allowed to I want to be able to put my foot down in an attempt to make you stop, but I’m not allowed to do that I want to keep speaking up and ‘do the right thing’Continue reading “But I’m Not Allowed To”

My Right!

I’m mad I have every right to be mad I have every right to be mad at YOU I see you stringing me along like a yo-yo I see you constantly trying to elicit a reaction I see trying to push all right buttons to get me mad I see you using your own wifeContinue reading “My Right!”

Change?

Change us inevitable. As humans evolve, change comes with it With you, however, I doubt that will happen. I don’t see you changing your mentality I don’t see you changing your habits I don’t see you changing your way of doing things I don’t see you wanting to give up your control I don’t seeContinue reading “Change?”

The Narcissist & Religion

‘Whoever despises his neighbor is a sinner, but blessed is he who is generous to the poor.’ ~ Proverbs 14:21 I am disliked by my neighbor. And that’s putting it mildly. I have been a thorn in his side since I figured out he was interfering with the HVAC system and he’s been on aContinue reading “The Narcissist & Religion”

The Unveiling of Your Secret

‘For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all.’ ~ Luke 8:17 The universe is watching. God is watching. It’s only a matter of time before your secret is revealed. It’s only a matter of time beforeContinue reading “The Unveiling of Your Secret”

Your Perception

I see you asserting your control I see you asserting your perceived power I see you assert your dominance over the situation I see how you brought in others to assist you, your enablers I see how you try to change up the plays you use from your playbook I see behind it I seeContinue reading “Your Perception”

The Tell All Sign

The most telling sign is your behavior. For the last year and a half, I have watched your behavior change. It’s subtle, but it happened. Your behavior says it all. I see how you went from typical neighbor to one who likes to go to extremes. I saw how you behaved initially when I movedContinue reading “The Tell All Sign”