I am very well aware of how unhappy you are with me because I will not let this go I see how you keep pulling out every trick in your playbook again I see how you’re strategically timing when you go outside to avoid bumping into me You’re trying too hard to prove I’m notContinue reading “Your True Colors Are Showing”
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But Why…?
The healing hasn’t started yet That won’t happen until I find a way out I’ve known for awhile I’ve needed to leave Over the past few months I’ve been told or it’s been implied that I should have just left if it was ‘that bad’ I could give an entire lecture on why it isn’tContinue reading “But Why…?”
My Voice
I know you’re not happy I know I’m sounding like a broken record I am not looking for retaliation I am not looking for payback All I want is to be heard So, I will keep repeating myself I may be looking for a way out, but I’m going out swinging
The Turning Point
I’ve gotten to the point where I’d rather sit in a sea of strangers than a room full of familiar faces The trust in gone Did no oneknow what to do in this situation? No one may know how to handle it? No one really knows the extent of the damage that was done NoContinue reading “The Turning Point”
Oh, I See…
The lines in the sand have been drawn The picture is starting to become a little clearer I know there are still people who don’t believe me when I say how bad it is I know there are still people who believe the narcissist I still know the truth I saw behind the mask IContinue reading “Oh, I See…”
I’m Holding You Accountable
I know you’re not happy with me But I don’t care I know you don’t like that I figured you out But I don’t care I know you don’t like that I stood up to you But I don’t care I know you don’t like that I blasted what you did to the whole worldContinue reading “I’m Holding You Accountable”
When Perception Clashes with our Reality
Perception vs reality That seems to be a battle that is currently playing out in my little world Having dealt with a narcissist, I am very well aware of where I am mentally, physically and psychologically. Trying to convey that seems to be an impossible task. This is something that can’t be easily walked awayContinue reading “When Perception Clashes with our Reality”
Your Tirade Continues
You’re trying I know how unhappy you are with me You let me know every chance you get The fact that you put your foot down even harder and are digging deeper shows how unhappy you are with me I’m not done yet For the past 4 days, my emotions have been on a rollerContinue reading “Your Tirade Continues”
His Obsession vs. Me
He’s clamping down The AC came yesterday just in the last evening, even though it shouldn’t have as it was 14°C outside Today, it came on at 8:42am as he was leaving to take his kids to school and daycare. It hasn’t cycled once. He’s been extremely quiet, as well as his family. They’ve barelyContinue reading “His Obsession vs. Me”
Your Perception vs. My Reality
One of the biggest problems I’ve faced (outside of the narcissist) is a lack of understanding. Perception. I have been making it abundantly clear what exactly has been happening with the narcissist and the negative effects it has had on not only me, but also with my child. The reaction has stayed relatively the sameContinue reading “Your Perception vs. My Reality”