You’ve been trying to make me feel like I’m going crazy. Insane. Like I’m imagining things. The longer this goes, the harder you try. I’ve been putting my foot down. You may not like it, but I don’t care. This stops. Whether you like it or not. I will keep repeating myself. I will keepContinue reading “I’m Not Done”
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When You’re Gone…
There’s a difference There’s a definite difference You went away Friday night. You stayed away until this afternoon The difference was heavenly The quiet The peacefulness The breathing room The solitude The atmosphere There’s a shift… There’s a definite difference when you’re gone
The Great Big World
‘On an evening such as thisIt’s hard to tell if I existIf I pack the car and leave this townWho’ll notice that I’m not around’ ~ Barenaked Ladies, Pinch Me There have been many days (more often than not), where I’m convinced the world doesn’t even know I exist. They may see me, but theyContinue reading “The Great Big World”
The Road Ahead
The healing process has begun It’s going to be a long road It’s going to be a hard road It’s going to be a lonely road Small steps now We may not be out of your hair yet, but you’re making every attempt to impede that recovery Healing will happen, whether you want it toContinue reading “The Road Ahead”
The Invisible Scar
I don’t have any scars You made it a point not to leave any You came after me for simply telling the truth Any scars I bare are invisible But they’re still there You have absolutely no right to treat me or my son like yesterday’s garbage I will still speak the truth about youContinue reading “The Invisible Scar”
Your True Colors Are Showing
I am very well aware of how unhappy you are with me because I will not let this go I see how you keep pulling out every trick in your playbook again I see how you’re strategically timing when you go outside to avoid bumping into me You’re trying too hard to prove I’m notContinue reading “Your True Colors Are Showing”
But Why…?
The healing hasn’t started yet That won’t happen until I find a way out I’ve known for awhile I’ve needed to leave Over the past few months I’ve been told or it’s been implied that I should have just left if it was ‘that bad’ I could give an entire lecture on why it isn’tContinue reading “But Why…?”
My Voice
I know you’re not happy I know I’m sounding like a broken record I am not looking for retaliation I am not looking for payback All I want is to be heard So, I will keep repeating myself I may be looking for a way out, but I’m going out swinging
The Turning Point
I’ve gotten to the point where I’d rather sit in a sea of strangers than a room full of familiar faces The trust in gone Did no oneknow what to do in this situation? No one may know how to handle it? No one really knows the extent of the damage that was done NoContinue reading “The Turning Point”
Oh, I See…
The lines in the sand have been drawn The picture is starting to become a little clearer I know there are still people who don’t believe me when I say how bad it is I know there are still people who believe the narcissist I still know the truth I saw behind the mask IContinue reading “Oh, I See…”