Tag Archives: Malignant

I shouldn’t have to walk on eggshells I shouldn’t have to remain quiet in my own apartment out of fear you’ll use my words against me I shouldn’t have to feel like I’m walking in pins and needles I shouldn’t be laying in bed, wide awake, in the middle of the night worrying about yourContinue reading “I Shouldn’t…”

No matter how many times I ask No matter how many times I wonder why No matter how many times you keep throwing the mental and psychological abuse my way I’ll still wonder why. What happened to you in the past caused you to become who you are? I have no intention of fixing you.Continue reading “The Mask”

The trauma that comes with abuse isn’t easy to deal with. For those involved in a situation that involves mental and psychological abuse, the damage is invisible. The scars may be invisible, but they’re still present. One of the biggest challenges I’ve faced with the situation involving the narcissist is trying to explain the brainContinue reading “The Judgement”

I have a suspicion you may have been asked to stop. Your behaviour changed. When that happens, it usually means something happened and it means changing something when you don’t want to. It only became a matter of time before you went back to your old ways. I was guessing two weeks maximum. You can’tContinue reading “That Didn’t Take Long”

Limits are being tested Boundaries are being pushed I am very well aware that you do not like being ‘grey rocked’, given the silent treatment. But it’s what you’re getting. I’ve watched as you change around your gameplan, only for you to fall back your old favorites. You’ve thrown in a ‘new play’, but IContinue reading “The Answer is Still No”

I was informed one of the best ways to deal with a narcissist is to ‘gray rock’ them. I started doing so several months ago. Unfortunately, he started clueing in that I was ‘ignoring’ his tactics. So, as a result, he started ramping up his efforts. For the past two weeks, there was a changeContinue reading “Change in Play?”

I am very well aware that I give off a certain aura, one that can be misinterpreted. From the outset, one can say that I’m too sweet, naive and innocent. Turns out, they’re wrong. The narcissist kinda picked up on it, but he hasn’t seen the full picture yet. He got a taste of itContinue reading “The Evil Queen”

There’s been a change in the atmosphere. Something is happening, but I don’t know what it will be. Change is coming. The tension that is now floating through the building has reached a new height. I know I’ve crossed a line with the narcissist. I did the unthinkable: I told the world what he wasContinue reading “Change?”