I want to be able to tell you how your behavior is negatively affecting me, but I’m not allowed to I want to be able to put my foot down in an attempt to make you stop, but I’m not allowed to do that I want to keep speaking up and ‘do the right thing’Continue reading “But I’m Not Allowed To”
Tag Archives: Mental Abuse
My Right!
I’m mad I have every right to be mad I have every right to be mad at YOU I see you stringing me along like a yo-yo I see you constantly trying to elicit a reaction I see trying to push all right buttons to get me mad I see you using your own wifeContinue reading “My Right!”
Change?
Change us inevitable. As humans evolve, change comes with it With you, however, I doubt that will happen. I don’t see you changing your mentality I don’t see you changing your habits I don’t see you changing your way of doing things I don’t see you wanting to give up your control I don’t seeContinue reading “Change?”
The Unveiling of Your Secret
‘For all that is secret will eventually be brought into the open, and everything that is concealed will be brought to light and made known to all.’ ~ Luke 8:17 The universe is watching. God is watching. It’s only a matter of time before your secret is revealed. It’s only a matter of time beforeContinue reading “The Unveiling of Your Secret”
The Tell All Sign
The most telling sign is your behavior. For the last year and a half, I have watched your behavior change. It’s subtle, but it happened. Your behavior says it all. I see how you went from typical neighbor to one who likes to go to extremes. I saw how you behaved initially when I movedContinue reading “The Tell All Sign”
I See You Trying
You tried to take my voice You tried to take my ability to speak the truth You tried to make me feel like I was going crazy You tried to make me feel like I was losing it You tried to make to keep me snapping over the stupidest little thing You can keep trying.Continue reading “I See You Trying”
I’m Tired
I’m tired of walking on eggshells I’m tired of tiptoeing around you I’m tired of constantly feeling like I’m snapping I’m tired of feeling like I’m being forced to be quiet in my own apartment I’m tired of you eavesdropping to use what we say against I’m tired of how loud it can get extremelyContinue reading “I’m Tired”
Me vs. You
I know you don’t want my voice heard I know you dig your heels in deeper every time I try to speak up I know you’re trying harder with your ‘dog whistle’ I know you’re trying to make me feel like I’m going crazy I know you’re trying to make think I’m imagining things IContinue reading “Me vs. You”
The Battle is Coming
We’re about to go head to head. And it’s coming in the most unexpected way. Looking ahead, I have two choices on when to expose your dirty work. Upon some reflection, I have decided to go with the option that will air things out sooner rather than later. I know there will be retaliation. You’veContinue reading “The Battle is Coming”
You’re Exhausting
I’m tired I’m tired from the lack of sleep that you’re causing I’m tired of dealing with your two faced persona I’m tired you’re flying monkeys taking over after you leave I’m tired of dealing with your ‘dog whistle’ I’m tired of trying to defend myself against your image I’m tired of not being believedContinue reading “You’re Exhausting”