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I hope I’m driving you crazy I see you trying to make it look like you’re ‘changing things up’. But your not. It’s the same ‘dog whistle’ you’ve always been doing – you just changed when you decided to employ the play. You’re clever You’re slick You’re cunning You’re sly But I can still readContinue reading “Same Old Song & Dance”

You really love your playbook You really love reusing the same plays I see it You’re bringing back the same plays You may be changing how the plays are being executed, but they’re still the same plays Same tune. Same feel. They may still be as annoying as hell, but you’re still predictable. Even ifContinue reading “The Broken Record”

It started last night. I knew today was going to be rough, but I didn’t know exactly to what extent. All day long, it was one thing after another. Last night shouldn’t have happened, but it did. I can’t prevent it from happening again. If I asked, you’d hear me because of your tendency toContinue reading “The Cause…”

I am fully aware of what’s happening I am aware of how I got here There was no trial. No jury. Just the judge. Acting alone (and in malice), you decided to act as a judge and executioner. You found me guilty of something I didn’t do. Simply because you can. As a result, IContinue reading “The ‘Prison’”

I noticed it awhile ago. The more it happens, the more positive I am that the problem is you. Today, as we were coming back from an outing, you were leaving. You took your family with you. That’s a rarity. The feel in the air said it all. I could breathe. I had no ideaContinue reading “The Shift”

And then what…? I keep seeing you act like the big, bad wolf Huffing, puffing, blowing out all the hot air you can. I know you’re trying to prove a point But you’re not I still through the act I still see behind the curtain I still see behind the mask I’m not one youContinue reading “I’ll Huff, I’ll Puff…”

I’ve noticed a change It didn’t start as a big one It was subtle You had put away your ‘dog whistle’. There were days it was brought out randomly, but for the most part, you focused on the eavesdropping. Then, it started up again. It was random. Meant to be a warning. Slowly, it wasContinue reading “Ramping it Up?”

I am being told to compromise. It’s being implied that it’s not a choice I am being told I’m the problematic one But I know I’m right Even if the world doesn’t believe me

I am very well aware I need to move I am very well of the effects of the abuse you’ve inflicted I am very well aware I need a game plan I am very well aware that at any second, one small move from you and any plans I make can come crashing down aroundContinue reading “Clarity, but…”