I’ve asked the question a million times. Why? You know what you’re doing is wrong You know what you’re doing is causing harm You know what you’re doing is having negative consequences You know you’re being deceitful You know what you’re doing is detrimental You know, but you don’t care You know, but you doContinue reading “But Why…?”
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To Forgive…?
Or not to forgive…? That is the question. The answer is no. You intentionally started a war You intentionally tore me apart You intentionally made my life a living hell You intentionally made things worse when I tried to get you to stop You intentionally set out to elicit a reaction You intentionally set outContinue reading “To Forgive…?”
Will you…?
Phase 1 started. Several hundred pieces of evidence was uploaded and made public. Evidence showing what you were doing. Phase 2 begins tomorrow when that same information gets sent to a second party. It’s only going to be a matter of time before that information makes it way back to you. Do I think you’llContinue reading “Will you…?”
A Slight Shift
You’re become more eerily quiet. There are times where I can hear you moving around, but that’s a rarity these days. There are times your oldest attempts to still act like an elephant in a trampoline park, but those times are starting to become a rarity. Do I expect that to change? Yes. I knowContinue reading “A Slight Shift”
Make it Stop!
Overwhelmed. Overstimulated. Stretched too thin. Constantly walking on eggshells. Pushed past my breaking point. Taunted. Meltdown galore. Emotionally exhausted. Within a three hour time span, emotions were were flying in every which direction. Trying to contain them wasn’t an option. Letting them spill was the only way to go. It lead to emotional exhaustion fromContinue reading “Make it Stop!”
The ‘New’ Play
I see how you brought out a new play from your playbook I saw how you brought it out yesterday for the first time I saw how today you brought it out again to use I saw you ‘upped the ante’ with the new play today I saw you testing the waters today with theContinue reading “The ‘New’ Play”
You’re Being Eerily Quiet
You’re being eerily quiet, but I still ‘hear’ you You’re being eerily quiet, but I still sending a message You’re being eerily quiet, but I know you’re eavesdropping You’re being eerily quiet, but I know you’re using it to plot your next move You’re being eerily quiet, but I know you’re going to use whateverContinue reading “You’re Being Eerily Quiet”
Your ‘Dog Whistle’
I see you I see how you’re trying to push I see the ‘dog whistle’ getting stronger I see you trying to become more blatantly obvious about blowing that damn ‘dog whistle’ I see your obsession growing more by the day I see you trying harder and harder to push my buttons I see youContinue reading “Your ‘Dog Whistle’”
Overwhelmed
Overwhelmed. It doesn’t even begin to cover everything I’m experiencing right now. It even begin to explain everything I’ve had to go through to get to this point It doesn’t explain the unease about everything yet to come There’s A LOT of turmoil right now. All caused by one person. A person who can’t letContinue reading “Overwhelmed”
Dreams
They say your dreams are an extension of your daily life, making it’s way into your subconscious at night. A way to make sense of things. Last night, I had a dream. It was a weird one (which isn’t unusual). The topic wasn’t an unusual one, either, as it’s kinda a recurring dream. The scenarioContinue reading “Dreams”