As I sit here, looking back on what you’ve done As I sit here, looking at what’s to come in the days ahead As I sit here, I have so much to say I can say the same thing a million times I can repeat myself until I’m blue in the face I deserve soContinue reading “You Don’t Fool Me”
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The Answer?
I can ask all I want I can ask for an explanation, a reason The answer will always be elusive. Non existent. I will never get one. The answer very well may be your behavior. It may not be a full explanation. But it’s an answer. And right now you’re behavior is screaming ‘Because IContinue reading “The Answer?”
Believe Survivors
Covert. Malignant. Pathological. Dangerous. Just a few words that can describe you. You know, but you don’t care. Your image protects you. I’ve been chipping away at it. Little by little. Bit by bit. I am positive I’ve cast a negative shadow on you. I am positive I’ve planted a seed of doubt in others.Continue reading “Believe Survivors”
Same Play, Different Strategy
I’ve seen your playbook I’ve become familiar with the plays I’ve seen you mix things up In the last week, I’ve seen you pull out the playbook again. You haven’t really used it in awhile. You’ve been sticking with the same play for a few weeks. Now, you’ve gone back to re-use one of yourContinue reading “Same Play, Different Strategy”
The Obsession
You’ve developed an obsession I didn’t notice it right away. I had no reason to. I just thought you were determined to get your way. It took awhile to notice, so I can’t exactly pinpoint when the obsession started. I just happened to start noticing things. Little things. After awhile, it became apparent that youContinue reading “The Obsession”
The Frustration
I have a feeling you were told. Yesterday, you did something you haven’t done in months: you turned the heat on. It may not seem like a big deal. But it was a Saturday. You always leave the heat off on a Saturday. The bylaw officers don’t work weekends, so you make it a pointContinue reading “The Frustration”
The Nerve…!
My nerves are shot The last two weeks have been very mentally draining. And it’s not over yet. The next week and a half are going to be no different. Based on the last few days, there’s a suspicion that the narcissist has been told to knock it off. I don’t think he will. ForContinue reading “The Nerve…!”
The Isolation
One of the hardest parts is the isolation. I thought it was bad after I had my son. I was wrong. After you started your campaign, the feeling of isolation started to set in. It took awhile for me to catch on. The feeling had disappeared after we moved in, but started creeping back inContinue reading “The Isolation”
I See the Ripple Effect
The ripple effect of what you’ve done is immense. I can see the damage piling up behind me, the debris everywhere, like a tornado that just swept through. Leaving miles and miles of damage in its wake, waiting to be cleaned up and sorted. It’ll likely take YEARS to recover. But you don’t care. TheContinue reading “I See the Ripple Effect”
I’m Mad
I’m mad that I’ve been put into this position I’m mad that I can’t get people to believe me about how bad it is I’m mad that I can’t get it to stop I’m mad that my life is being flipped upside down I’m mad that if feels like I’m going nowhere I’m mad thatContinue reading “I’m Mad”