Tag Archives: Psychological abuse

It started last night. I knew today was going to be rough, but I didn’t know exactly to what extent. All day long, it was one thing after another. Last night shouldn’t have happened, but it did. I can’t prevent it from happening again. If I asked, you’d hear me because of your tendency toContinue reading “The Cause…”

I am fully aware of what’s happening I am aware of how I got here There was no trial. No jury. Just the judge. Acting alone (and in malice), you decided to act as a judge and executioner. You found me guilty of something I didn’t do. Simply because you can. As a result, IContinue reading “The ‘Prison’”

I noticed it awhile ago. The more it happens, the more positive I am that the problem is you. Today, as we were coming back from an outing, you were leaving. You took your family with you. That’s a rarity. The feel in the air said it all. I could breathe. I had no ideaContinue reading “The Shift”

And then what…? I keep seeing you act like the big, bad wolf Huffing, puffing, blowing out all the hot air you can. I know you’re trying to prove a point But you’re not I still through the act I still see behind the curtain I still see behind the mask I’m not one youContinue reading “I’ll Huff, I’ll Puff…”

I’ve noticed a change It didn’t start as a big one It was subtle You had put away your ‘dog whistle’. There were days it was brought out randomly, but for the most part, you focused on the eavesdropping. Then, it started up again. It was random. Meant to be a warning. Slowly, it wasContinue reading “Ramping it Up?”

I am being told to compromise. It’s being implied that it’s not a choice I am being told I’m the problematic one But I know I’m right Even if the world doesn’t believe me

I am very well aware I need to move I am very well of the effects of the abuse you’ve inflicted I am very well aware I need a game plan I am very well aware that at any second, one small move from you and any plans I make can come crashing down aroundContinue reading “Clarity, but…”

For the past several weeks, you’ve been giving me the silent treatment. I know you’re using it as a way to get information. I actually like that you’re quiet more often than not.I Yes, there are times you use you ‘dog whistle’ because you can. Yes, there are plenty of other plays you’re also fallingContinue reading “The Silent Treatment”

I have a feeling that today didn’t go how you envisioned it would. I had no intention of ruining your plan to ruin our day, but things happen. You tried to do your ‘dog whistle’ bit this morning. We ended up leaving a few hours after you started. Not because we were being affected byContinue reading “Plans: Ours vs. Yours”