The last 5 days have been a whirlwind. From some much needed family time to publicly outing the narcissist to my son getting sick, it seemed nonstop. Tonight, it’s settled. Even though it’s just a moment in time. There’s a quiet that is currently setting in. The narcissist has tried taking me down. He’s notContinue reading “Enjoy the Silence”
Tag Archives: Psychological abuse
The Aftermath
The panic attacks have started again. Today was the first time I’ve had a MAJOR one. It came out of nowhere. I’m just sitting with my son and it hits. A debilitating one. It took a few before I could move again because of how bad it was. The past 36 hours have been rough.Continue reading “The Aftermath”
The Flying Monkeys Bluff
I came. I saw. I called the bluff. You may not have been in the room while things were being debated, but you were sitting upstairs eavesdropping. You still continued to do so well after ‘the debate’ ended. Your flying monkey tried her best to defend you. I still called you out. She still refusedContinue reading “The Flying Monkeys Bluff”
The Real You
You snuck up in me I believe you had me pegged before I knew the real you. You saw something in me that you knew could get you in trouble. Right from the beginning, you started testing the limits. Once I caught on, it was too late. By that point, you had gone full force.Continue reading “The Real You”
Same Old Song
I see you I see through you I see through how your changing how you use your ‘dog whistle’ You can try to change things around all you want, to throw me off You try to make it look like you’re being unpredictable. But you’re not. It’ll always be the same play, same technique, sameContinue reading “Same Old Song”
You Don’t Fool Me
As I sit here, looking back on what you’ve done As I sit here, looking at what’s to come in the days ahead As I sit here, I have so much to say I can say the same thing a million times I can repeat myself until I’m blue in the face I deserve soContinue reading “You Don’t Fool Me”
The Answer?
I can ask all I want I can ask for an explanation, a reason The answer will always be elusive. Non existent. I will never get one. The answer very well may be your behavior. It may not be a full explanation. But it’s an answer. And right now you’re behavior is screaming ‘Because IContinue reading “The Answer?”
Believe Survivors
Covert. Malignant. Pathological. Dangerous. Just a few words that can describe you. You know, but you don’t care. Your image protects you. I’ve been chipping away at it. Little by little. Bit by bit. I am positive I’ve cast a negative shadow on you. I am positive I’ve planted a seed of doubt in others.Continue reading “Believe Survivors”
Same Play, Different Strategy
I’ve seen your playbook I’ve become familiar with the plays I’ve seen you mix things up In the last week, I’ve seen you pull out the playbook again. You haven’t really used it in awhile. You’ve been sticking with the same play for a few weeks. Now, you’ve gone back to re-use one of yourContinue reading “Same Play, Different Strategy”
The Obsession
You’ve developed an obsession I didn’t notice it right away. I had no reason to. I just thought you were determined to get your way. It took awhile to notice, so I can’t exactly pinpoint when the obsession started. I just happened to start noticing things. Little things. After awhile, it became apparent that youContinue reading “The Obsession”
Island of Misfit Mamas 