Is there a difference? Can people tell?

I am fully aware of the narcissists arrogance. I see it every day as he goes about his day. I see can see how it can be misinterpreted as confidence.

Which is extremely frustrating.

I see everything that he keeps getting away with

I keep seeing how it keeps feeding his ego

I keep seeing how it makes the arrogance worse

With experience, comes confidence.

But with no boundaries, limits…

The ability to get away with virtually everything…

Knowing that if you lie but act like it’s the truth, skillfully convincing others…

Trying to shine a light on it is, well…

No matter where he goes with this, the narcissists arrogance and lies will catch up to him…

I know you don’t like the fact I figured out what you were doing

I know you don’t like the fact that I want it to stop

I know you don’t like the fact that I’m standing up to you

I know you don’t like the fact that I won’t let it go

I know

But I don’t care

You’re behavior and actions speaks volumes

You’re obsessed

The longer this goes on, the more obsessed you become

I know you don’t like the fact that you can’t control me

I’m not stopping

…you can’t unsee it

I’ve seen the real you

And now that I have, I can’t comprehend how anyone else can’t see it

The red flags are there. I’ve pointed them out multiple times. I predicted what would happen if you kept getting away with it. I was proven right.

I’d ask how you can sleep at night, knowing what you’re doing, but you have no conscience.

I’d ask how your flying monkeys sleep at night, knowing full well they’re doing your bidding, but I doubt they have a conscience, either…

I’d ask for help, but I know I’m not going to get it

I’d ask you to stop making life in this building unbearable but that would only things worse

I’d ask the landlord to make you stop but I have and she refuses to do anything

I’d ask the world why they don’t believe me but what’s the point

I’d ask if you’d miss me if I disappeared from the face of the planet but I don’t think you would

I’d ask why it appears you don’t care, because I don’t think you do, but there’s no point

I’d ask, but it would fall on deaf ears

All the major parties involved know what’s happening

All major parties involved are choosing to look the other way

All major parties have chosen to gaslight

Will I stop speaking up? No

Will I give in? No

Will I stop? No

You can gaslight me all you want. It’ll be used as ammo when the time comes.

I see through your B.S.

Your flying monkeys were caught in a lie

They bluffed their way through an answer

The truth is out there. I will continue to stand firm in the belief that you’re interfering with the HVAC system, that you’re weaponizing it simply because I figured out what you were doing.

The flying monkeys may keep coming to your defense, but it’s only a matter of time before you slip and your true self is revealed.

I got the ball rolling on making sure the world knows who you really are.

The universe is watching, waiting.

Karma will strike when she’s ready…

I just caught one of your flying monkeys in a lie

And it’s an obvious one

With this particular flying monkey, I have a feeling she’s looking the other way for a reason

She knows full well what you’re doing

She knows that you’re harassing me

She knows she can stop it

It’s within her power to do so

But she’s choosing to look the other way

Even with evidence that I’m right

Even though she’s been caught in a lie

I’m still going to stand up to you

And I’m still calling out her lie

I am very well aware of what the problem is

I am very well aware of what needs to be done in the coming weeks

I am very well aware of what I need in order to accomplish it

I am very well aware of the help I need

The help I know I’m not going to get

The loophole that I have found myself is proving too difficult to get out of by myself

Perception and reality are not mixing

I’ve gotten to the point where I have started burning bridges

The circle I thought I had keeps getting smaller

Once the dust settles, should an olive branch be offered, it’ll be burned

The frustration keeps getting worse

I shouldn’t have to be put in a position where every choice I make ends up with me feeling like a failure

I am not allowed to speak up

Every time I do, you dig in your heels and make it worse

If one of us is sick and you find out, you dig in your heels and make it worse

If the wrong thing is said, you dig in your heels and make it worse

I know what you’re doing and you’re digging in your heels to make it worse

I stand up for myself and you dig in your heels to make it worse

I don’t say a thing but you dig in your heels anyway

You want me to stay quiet, suffer in silence, like a ‘good little girl’

No

The answer will always be no

I’m not backing down

I may not know the ending but the story isn’t over yet

I may not get the happy ending

For all I know, this whole thing will blow up in front of me

But you do not have the right to trample all over me

You do not have the right to treat my son and I like we’re nothing more than a piece of garbage

So NO, I will not back down

The boundary has been set

You can keep trying to cross it, but I refuse to change it